Safe space to talk about how fucking lucky I am...

bob4114

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I've been dating a girl originally from China for a year and a half now. Everything is going wonderfully, we are in love, and my friends and family all adore her. I can talk about how great she is to them but what I can't talk about is what a sexual fantasy come to live she is. My tastes in porn have shifted a lot towards Asian women since dating her and so I've discovered this forum. So you guys have the same tastes, and this is anonymous so it feels like I can talk about this here.

I'm a white guy in my 50s. A little overweight, not bad for my age. I am not ugly but by no means handsome. Like a solid 6/7. As have most of the women I've been with in my life been. You would see them and think "Yeah, that makes sense."

Now I find myself with an Asian woman for the first time and, frankly, she looks like a teenager. Probably the closest JAV actress I've found is Rara Kudo in terms of how she looks. She shops in the kid's section for clothing a lot because she is so tiny. If you saw us together you would think "How the hell is he with her?"

Eventually, after a couple of months of dating, we started having sex. The first time I saw her naked I was just in absolute awe. Hell, even now a year and a half, I see her naked and I just look at her feeling like my jaw has dropped. I just can't accept that I am with someone that is so fucking HOT. Tiny, petite. I can pick her up and carry her around (which she likes). Her features are so young looking.

God pussy. Like I have not been with since I was a teenager. And she shaved what little hair she had on it after seeing that I do the same. She doesn't watch porn and makes a "ick" face if she sees me with it so I think the idea of shaving was new, but she tried it and likes it that way now. Shaving her pussy makes her look even more young and so after that it pushed a lot of loli type buttons in the perverted part of my brain even harder.

I'm a pretty average guy when it comes to penis side but when we have sex she reacts like I am a porn star. She's complained after a few more vigorous times that she was a little sore because I am "too big". And I can assure you I am not too big. She is just very small. Can you imagine what that does for a guys ego?

The sex has been great; there are some inhibitions she has that I won't push because I don't want her to do anything she is not comfortable with and enjoying. But for the most part she's less inhibited than most women I have been with before. The few exploratory fingers I've put in the "other" hole she's gently moved them away. And, ah, she will spit instead of swallow. So those are the off-limits kinks. But other than that she seems down for whatever we want to do. She likes to lick my fingers after they have been in her pussy so I discovered a whole new kink there. Being so tiny she is very easy to move around; it just makes the mechanics of sex so much easier and opens a lot of position options.

I feel like I hit the jackpot in Vegas. Super kind and thoughtful, wife material, a body that makes me feel like I am dating a teenage girl and a face that makes her seem even younger.

I don't know if anyone reading this cares about any of this but it is hard to keep this to myself and none of my friends are open enough to talk about these sorts of things with so this seemed like a good place to actually say them out loud.
 
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I've been dating a girl originally from China for a year and a half now. Everything is going wonderfully, we are in love, and my friends and family all adore her. I can talk about how great she is to them but what I can't talk about is what a sexual fantasy come to live she is. My tastes in porn have shifted a lot towards Asian women since dating her and so I've discovered this forum. So you guys have the same tastes, and this is anonymous so it feels like I can talk about this here.

I'm a white guy in my 50s. A little overweight, not bad for my age. I am not ugly but by no means handsome. Like a solid 6/7. As have most of the women I've been with in my life been. You would see them and think "Yeah, that makes sense."

Now I find myself with an Asian woman for the first time and, frankly, she looks like a teenager. Probably the closest JAV actress I've found is Rara Kudo in terms of how she looks. She shops in the kid's section for clothing a lot because she is so tiny. If you saw us together you would think "How the hell is he with her?"

Eventually, after a couple of months of dating, we started having sex. The first time I saw her naked I was just in absolute awe. Hell, even now a year and a half, I see her naked and I just look at her feeling like my jaw has dropped. I just can't accept that I am with someone that is so fucking HOT. Tiny, petite. I can pick her up and carry her around (which she likes). Her features are so young looking.

God pussy. Like I have not been with since I was a teenager. And she shaved what little hair she had on it after seeing that I do the same. She doesn't watch porn and makes a "ick" face if she sees me with it so I think the idea of shaving was new, but she tried it and likes it that way now. Shaving her pussy makes her look even more young and so after that it pushed a lot of loli type buttons in the perverted part of my brain even harder.

I'm a pretty average guy when it comes to penis side but when we have sex she reacts like I am a porn star. She's complained after a few more vigorous times that she was a little sore because I am "too big". And I can assure you I am not too big. She is just very small. Can you imagine what that does for a guys ego?

The sex has been great; there are some inhibitions she has that I won't push because I don't want her to do anything she is not comfortable with and enjoying. But for the most part she's less inhibited than most women I have been with before. The few exploratory fingers I've put in the "other" hole she's gently moved them away. And, ah, she will spit instead of swallow. So those are the off-limits kinks. But other than that she seems down for whatever we want to do. She likes to lick my fingers after they have been in her pussy so I discovered a whole new kink there. Being so tiny she is very easy to move around; it just makes the mechanics of sex so much easier and opens a lot of position options.

I feel like I hit the jackpot in Vegas. Super kind and thoughtful, wife material, a body that makes me feel like I am dating a teenage girl and a face that makes her seem even younger.

I don't know if anyone reading this cares about any of this but it is hard to keep this to myself and none of my friends are open enough to talk about these sorts of things with so this seemed like a good place to actually say them out loud.
Good for you! I'm glad you found her.
 
Way to go man. It sounds like you two keep each other really happy. That is golden.
 
1. get married.
2. have kids.

i've spent time in casinos. i've seen people throw away jackpots. it's not a pretty sight.
 
1. get married.
2. have kids.

i've spent time in casinos. i've seen people throw away jackpots. it's not a pretty sight.
That's the plan. We have a timeline. *grin*

Too old for kids, though. We both have adult kids.