I'm sick of the challenge, but I realize that that by its very nature is the point: if you cave in now saying "oh yeah I'm choosing to," ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm no. lol Even if it sucks -- really, really, really sucks -- that's the point and you gotta make it to Day 40.
But seriously, when I saw that somebody had uploaded all of Bloodfer's stuff from April (which I had conveniently, lazily chosen not to download and so was all :O~~~ upon discovering this torrent), I was upset.
And when I saw this really hot Ayane doujin up for download, I had to immediately avert my eyes, bookmark the page for later, and curse to myself.
But I'm doing this to prove to myself and to you guys that I -- and by extension we, malekind! -- are in control of our domain. We -- and at the very least I! -- choose it, it doesn't choose us.
I'll say this though: I've had some really /d/ daydreams and dreams on accident because of this. Two examples below:
(1): a girl in a bikini in Pokémon Diamond talked about how she had nowhere to put her PokéBalls. 30 seconds later, my mind's picturing her moaning in sexually confused pleasure as she "lays" PokéBalls out from her womb that she'd placed up there herself before going swimming.
(2): I had a bizarre dream in which a really hot Hispanic student teased me (her virginal male teacher) and then I basically r***ing her but it turned into pleasure for both of us and she became my dedicated sex slut. Sort of like a Japanese high school porn movie only (as in my dream) it was real. Very weird since irl I'm very anti-r***. But I do admit that in porn and hentai I do think that it's really, REALLY hot when a guy takes over a girl (i.e. r***s her) but that eventually she comes to like it and is a sex slave. So, shrug, I dunno. Bizarre.
Even talking about this is making me want to forfeit the bet. >_> So I'll shut up talking about it, clear my mind, and continue onward. 8 days down, 32 days left to go! ;_;
there really seems to be a whole lot of things standing in your way now lol. the 1st tym i've ever seen u really excited purely for an eroge and you're being prevented from playing it due to this abstinence. goshusho sama.
it's been only 8 days and you've already gotten a pretty hot dream. maybe you'll dream about Rensa Byoutou and Shin Ringetsu on your 2nd week hehe.
:death::defeat::murder:i think we can expect to see some of these in your upcoming posts in this thread hehe and finally this one :hero: