I've always wanted to try have a serious discussion on the topic of Gokkun. Its such a bizarre sex act, yet obviously it has a wide-reaching appeal.
I've just never been super into cumming on my girlfriends faces. Its fun once in a while, but what I always appreciated more is the type of girl who sucks cock with the intent of getting a load in her mouth. There are absolutely girls who love to swallow cum. I've been lucky enough to have a few partners who would indulge my fetish for watching cum swallowing. The first time it happened, it was actually her idea. I was seeing this girl, lets just call her Jenny, and I definitely already knew she loved sucking cock. We would fuck sometimes, but she would even come over when she was on her period just to give me head. One night she told me she had just seen this insane porno and she wanted to watch it with me. This is how long ago that was: She slipped a VHS tape of "No Cum Dodging Allowed 1" into the VCR and hit play. I had definitely seen internet porn at that point, but the scene she put on was Mercedes, swallowing cum almost as soon as she walked in the door. This was a game-changing moment for me. As she let the tape play, she stripped down to a garter belt and got on her knees in front of me. I watched a cum swallowing porno while Jenny lavished me with deepthroat attention. When I couldn't hold back and I nutted in her mouth, she stayed on her knees, opened her mouth wide and tried to give me the best possible view of my cum. Herein lies the problem: With the lighting in my bedroom, it was really hard to SEE the cum clearly. Also, my cum isnt the thickest or whitest. Of course I was amazed by the effort and the enthusiasm, but it was actually a bit of a let down from my experience watching the movie, where the lighting and the camerawork accentuate the cum in a girls mouth. After a few minutes she gulped it all down with a smile, and I proceeded to throw her on the bed and pound her pussy for the rest of the night.
It was in searching for good footage of swallowing that I came across gokkun. I'm not actually a fan of most JAV porn, but the production values for gokkun movies are top notch. Its obvious that japanese perverts have put a huge effort into perfecting the cum swallow scene. The combination of pink salons and the market for JAV means that there is almost a "Scene" of japanese girls that are really, really good at giving head. From this spirit of competition we have girls coming out like Miku Abeno, who have amazing talents like being able to swallow with an open mouth, giving the viewer the entire spectacle of the swallow. Of course, porn actresses do gokkun because theyre getting paid. But some girls choose to do gokkun movies over and over again. Some girls know that they have a talent for tasting and swallowing cum, and the choose to make a career out of letting guys jerk off into their open mouths, over and over again, until they end up with a tummy full of sperm. I'm actually not into girls who dont look like they enjoy gokkun, but there are certainly girls who know how to make it look like they really do enjoy it, and my personal experience proves that some percentage of women genuinely do. It may also be seen as an act which is difficult in the moment, a challenge, but which overcoming (snicker) is enjoyable.
I wasn't with Jenny for very long, but I had a very long term relationship with a girl I'll call Amy. Amy was on birth control, but for whatever reason, cum rarely actually made it all the way into to her pussy. If she was on top and started to feel my balls tightening up, she would jump off and suck the cum out. She would basically suck my dick any time I asked her, never used her hands for anything other than holding my balls, and swallowed every drop of sperm. We were really comfortable with each others porn habits. One time I got home from work before she did and I was horny. I started looking at porn upstairs in our bedroom. I suddenly heard the front door open. I stayed quiet, not sure if it was Amy or my roommate. I texted Amy, "Hey I'm upstairs, can I get a bj?" I heard the ding in her phone, and she was laughing when she came up the stairs, but Amy took off her bra, crawled up the bed and let me pull her hair back into a tight fistful. I left a gokkun movie, not 100% sure which, running on my laptop next to me as Amy started her blowjob routine. As the load was swallowed on video, Amy took me as deep as she could and did a tongue manoeuvre over and over again that always made me orgasm. I moaned and gripped her hair, trying to hold back my ejaculation as long as I could, but at the last second pulled my cock from the back of her throat to the front of her mouth and unleashed a torrent of sperm onto her tongue. Like always, she let me pump my whole load in her mouth before releasing my cock, sitting up on her knees and making a nice loud gulp. She made fun of me about it for being lazy, but it was all in good fun.
Obviously, Amy was down to do all sorts of fun blowjob related activities. She tried showing me my cum, but again the specifics of the situation made it hard to live up to my expectations. She didn't mind gargling my cum, which was hot. I can sometimes have 2 orgasms in relatively quick succession, so one time she sucked out a mouthful of my cum and held it in her mouth while I recovered. I had to jerk furiously to get the second load into her open mouth, but it was worth it to experience cumming in a mouth that already had a puddle of cum in it. I actually jerked off into her open mouth often. She would sometimes lay on her back and rub her clit and pinch her nipples as I kneeled beside her face and got ready to bust in her mouth. She would wait until my orgasm was squirting between her lips to send herself over the edge. Other times, she was just putting on a visual show for me. If we only had a minute, she could just lay on her back in the throatfucking position, mouth wide open, holding her tits with her head hanging off the bed while spreading her legs and showing off her perfect pussy. With her on her back like that begging for a load, it didn't usually take long for me to jerk a big one on to her upside down tongue. Unfortunately, the curve of my cock makes upside-down throatfucking difficult for me, although Amy did let me try, and there was one time that I was able to lay on top of her and cum in her throat "Missionary" style. This is an example of where porn fantasy was actually better than the actual act, but it may be possible for other couples to enjoy it.
My absolute favorite gokkun act is when an actress simply lays on her back, gets her mouth filled up with cum, and swallows while she's still laying down. Extra points if the load of cum is fucked into her throat from on top. Very few actresses have achieved this. Notable exceptions are Azuza Ayano in KV-32,
Miyashita Yuuko in KV-044,
and a few others. I wish more girls were willing to do this type of scene, but I really think only the truly cumhungry like Ayano can make a guy com like this without looking like a mess.
Part of what made Amy so down for all these loads of cum was my explanation, early in our relationship, that she could judge the quality of my orgasms by the quantity and speed of my ejaculation. This meant she was constantly trying to get me to cum the best loads that I could in an effort to be a better lover, and was able to judge accurately what worked well and what didnt. She told me when my load was really big, asked me why it was sometimes small, and regularly commented on the taste. We discovered the best way to indulge my gokkun fetish at a new years party where a burlesque dancer played with a pearl necklace in a wineglass of champagne, miming the classic gokkun act of swallowing a cup full of cum. We were both transfixed and later that week she brought home a bunch of costume pearls of various gauges. By getting on her knees and dripping these pearls in and out and around her mouth, I was able to create a visual metaphor for any type of gokkun or bukkake play. She could tell it worked because of the amazing loads I would shoot in her mouth during these pearl sessions. To mimic cumming into a mouthful of cum, I would bring a small container of thick yoghurt to the bedroom. Amy would pose in all sorts of cocksucking positions, let me spoon thick white yoghurt in her mouth, and play with it with her tongue while I jerked into her mouth. I had some amazing orgasms this way thanks to Amy being such a well trained semen swallower.
I want to speak to Lord Super Jesus about whether gokkun is gay. Amy really got off on slash gay fanfiction that she would read. There was gayness there, but it stimulated her to think that licking my asshole before sucking my cock was super hot. Gay fanfiction made her give me plenty of hot straight blowjobs. Both sexes have fantasies that involve cum, and that must nescessarily include gay men. Gay porn had an influence on straight porn. But ultimately what drives porn is that people think its hot. Lets take a second to thank the amazing people who really make gokkun possible: The girls who sign up to get hundreds of loads of sperm in their stomachs. Without them, and their amazing willingness to play along with our perverted fantasies, you would never have the amazing porn art form that Gokkun has become. Thanks Jenny and thanks Amy, and thanks to all the women, all across the world, that get down on their knees and suck dick not as another act of foreplay, but because they know their reward is a mouthful of sperm that they're entitled to swallow.