Nah, tell us the story. It's not like this thread was super busy anyway.
So be it ha:
She posted a long post about how she'd been abused/molested at a young age and how working in porn was supposed to be be freeing but had just made her feel worse.
She also posted a picture with genuinely
deep cuts on her arm and pills.
Seeing that at the time fucked me up, frankly, I felt just...my heart went out to her, she must be really suffering. I think she tried to commit suicide. She was apparently hospitalized. It's all very sad.
The word is she's now hooking, which makes me even sadder, I feel like that's got to be an even less safe environment for her than porn. I imagine she thinks she'll be more free or something, but I'd really hoped (for her own sake) that she'd either fully go in to a normal life or at least stick to porn, I imagine that has to be both safer, cleaner, and more lucrative.
I DM'd her on Twitter during a brief time where she had a private page that was purely personal (she accepted me after a clumsy message in Japanese wishing that she was ok and etc) and basically all she said is hates all the attention, part of why I hesitated to post here. We talked on and off for a while (not a ton or anything, maybe a message a day), then she deleted the account, alas. She also talked about how her family hadn't spoken to her in years and she's desperately missed her father and sister and that it crushed her much they hate her.
We kind of lose sight of these woman as human beings with all the pervy stuff they do/are made to do. I feel for her. (But that doesn't stop me from enjoying her irrumatio video, so I ain't shit, either)
Edit: If anyone is thinking this sounds like bunch of bs I hear ya, just check the ScanLover thread about her. It's all there, including pictures of her private twitter before deletion and (fair warning, it's hard to see) the wrist cut picture.