In the hour of death
All autonomic nerves are paralyzed,
Freely vomiting, urinating and defecating again and again
Pupils are fixed and dilated
Flesh is changing color,
Bodily fluids are viscous, poisonous.
Able only to babble
Without sense or reasoning
Perambulating on instinct and reaction only
With the explosive power and strength of a wild animal.
You forgot to add. "
And then she sticks her finger nails into him and..."
Sounded good isityours. When are we starting a Rock band? .. make a million bucks.
...when in reality, normal is not mainstream, everybody in here is more normal because we except it and we except the differences. Yes there will be somebody who will not...
So true.
A simple example would be; people use to think that nothing like an airplane could ever be made. It's like the old saying, "
If a tree falls in a forest does it make a sound?" Damn right it does. Just because someone is too ignorant, or deaf to hear it doesn't mean it's not there, or that it's not beautiful.
I think the part people miss with
my examples about wearing a diaper is: the thrill is not about what a diaper is supposed to be used for. It's about the fact that wearing one automatically, in a symbolic sort of way, tags the subject who wears it - powerless to the
so called female in his presents.
Not all AB/DLs like diapers for the same reason.
I had a counselor once tell me regarding why some AB/DLs go to the bathroom in their diapers for fun. Like why someone would want to walk around in a wet diaper for pleasure. She said that
, "it's because when we were babies, it's the first thing we are able to do on our own". I kind of see a relation but it's difficult to explain.
The thrill for me is: NOT having power to prevent, or stop the subject (the girl) as she teases and agitates the
boy (myself). Because he is powerless to escape her torment, the energy and frustration cannot find a way to escape his body because he is too weak to overpower her. So the
anger/
energy begins to transform into an exciting stimulation. Unable to escape her torment the pressure reaches its max and he explodes in his diaper. But because he is stuck in the diaper, he is also trapped in the moment of power over him. The next stimulation phase at that stage is the fact that she caused the outcome in his diaper. So she remains in power. (She wins).
With all that said. I know it's normal and common for most guys to want to control and overpower a woman. But I find it more fun for woman to have the power (over me). That's not to say I would want my girlfriend telling me what to do, and treating me like a baby all the time. That would not be cool. But for roll playing it would be great!
I feel like Vincent van gogh, and want to cut my ear off.
