well that is a very interesting story, mokushi. to each their own, and if you are gay, then thats all good, and no one should say otherwise. anyway. the first sexual experience that i had was with this girl (at the time we were really good friends and had spent the summer together just hanging out) and we were kind of bored. so she basically just let me go at her boobs. pretty much i could do anything that i wanted, but i just rubbed them a lot, and sucked on them. then after that we kind of went our separate ways, and i dont really see her that often. then my first kiss was the december after that, when i got my first "real" (i say this becuase i had 2 girlfriends previous to her, but one was in second grade and the other in seventh) girlfriend and the day that i told her i liked her we made out like crazy. thats all that i did with her. but she was a lot of fun ^^ i still miss her. then after that i got my girlfriend now (ive explained this one already in a previous post). at some point in my current relationship a girl became very interested in me, and she took action and kissed me after i gave her a ride home. but im not the type of guy that cheats on my girlfriend, so i havent really talked wtih her since. and now that im in college i see lots of beautiful girls around me, and yes ill admit i have some affliction toward some of them, but i wont act on it. last night i was at this party (xxx christmas party, a.k.a. hohoho! party) and there were tons of girls there dressed in skimpy outfits and it was great to look at, but didnt partake in any of the things that i very well could have... *ahem* ... anyway, thats all the stuff thats going for me.
oh, and mokushi... for me i guess that it was just easy. its not like i made it sound that way, it was... ive had a great run!