My newest gripe would be first finding some info online about one of my favorite JAV stars working for "laypeople" (be it in a salon or デリヘル), with the link given to the site of the place she works with/at, only to then find that she is not listed there (at least not anymore)
I remember, a few years ago I was able to find the/a place where Natsume Airi was listed, but lately, for all the JAV stars I would like to have a go with, any such info turns out to be outdated (I've found such info even for Hazuki Reira, but I guess even if she did such work at some point, that was a long time ago and she very likely quit at the same time she quit JAV; such a shame, what money I would give to get a deep throat from her...)
"Born too late to explore Hazuki Reira's throat, or Kaho's tits, or, highly likely, Shiori's ass*... Born too early to have anyone come close to them."
(Of course, as far as throats go, pun intended, I already know a lot of great new talent, but still, that... let's call it ROhMO, regret of having missed out, is with me forever, I guess)
I mean I've never been to Japan yet, but that would be one of the highlights of the trip. So, my to-do list would certainly include at least trying to have something like that. So, if you're like me,
note to self: to remember that our JAV knowledge is also our knowledge of who to look for on fūzoku sites
P.S. Let's at least put an image here, to divide this wall of text, goddamn it. Leila teasing older guys, kinda more casual feel to it. I guess that's close to what my dream indie video with her would look like. Only I would be alone in it. But what about the camera work? I guess I will need to do the same as that guy from Dick Drainers does. Have a lot of takes at different angles, or use multiple cameras. Will possibly have to weak a mask. Damn that's a lot of secondary stuff to think about...
* All from my current Top 10. I mean, in my fūzoku research, I haven't found any indication that she works at any such places, so she only does JAV, which, even if I go mad and decide to get into it somehow, will take me years (since, as I've read or watched somewhere, you start in like mass bukkake scenes as a nobody, then if you prove some worth, they let you do some oral maybe, and only then do you get to pussy or ass)
Overall, JAV is far less convenient, of course, especially for a person like me: I would like to have a 1:1 time with my dream, not to be surrounded by dozens of other people staring, and pointing cameras, and lights, and mics at me. And you don't have a lot of freedom, especially if you're not a veteran or the director or something, to do what you want when you want
So, my plan at some point, when I was much younger and more stupid, was to go to save as much money as I could, go to Japan, and open my AV studio but only use it as a way to get to the girls I want, and just film as I fuck them any way I would like, not caring if it would sell or not. I guess it could work, and some amateur stuff I've seen looks a lot like just the guys living the dream, but hey, it's a long shot, and not being Japanese is a serious obstacle
But I still haven't given up on at least a slim chance. Still learning Japanese, still saving money, so... we'll see. That's the attitude I've come to have in life: not expect a lot but be prepared to take a chance
